I’ve been thinking about you a lot today - about us. I’ve been thinking about the things that I loved that I thought would always be constants. Driving in your car, McDonald’s breakfast in bed… entire DAYS in bed; late night strolls and dips in the hot tub; road trips, grocery shopping; massages and back tickles, holding you in my arms; that look in your eyes right after we’d smoke; feeling more at home and comfortable with you than I’ve felt with anyone, ever. These are the things I need to let go of, but can’t. I truly believed in us.